So yes Collin freaked out. Cjone2000 left me a great comment about how she got the impression that Collin has got something going on mentally for him to act that way. Ding ding ding, she was right. Collin is Bi-Polar. He was very honest and up front with me about it before we started dating. I looked past it because I figured he's on meds and Bi-Polar people need love too. But let me tell you they are not so easy to handle all the time.
The next day after our break up I got a phone call from my friend who initially introduced me to Collin. She told me Collin was taken to the hospital the other night because he tried to commit suicide. He took all his meds with some Jack Daniels. I felt horrible but at the same time I think people who try or do kill themselves are the most selfish people ever!
But of course I start talking to him again and he is like magic. That's they only way I can explain it. You have to check out the comment Cjone2000 left on my last blog she was so right I think she just might be magic. :) He was very manipulative and I was attracted to him like you wouldn't believe! I have never been so attracted to someone. He was hard to give up. I think our relationship was defiantly more sexual than anything. At this point I knew another relationship with him was out of the question so I tried just being friends...yeah right every time we where alone together we couldn't keep our hands off each other. It turned into friends with benefits. Then he starts hanging out with this girl named Tracy. She was really cool. I met her once as Collin's friend. I thought she was amazing! I wanted to tell her to run far from Collin but if I ruined things with her and Collin I was scared of what he would do.
They got closer and I checked her Myspace and it looked to be they were in a relationship. I told Collin I couldn't continue screwing around with him if he was in a relationship. Of course he said he wasn't but I knew better to believe him. I left his house that night and that was the last I saw of him...An entire year passed until I saw him again.
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You did the right thing in walking away. He sounded like he just wanted to string you along. He might of even had other girls on the side. He sounds like the type.
~yaya